because I owed the drug dealer money, so
I got high at home. I was so high I tried to give my wife medicine without any
water. She told me I was pitiful. My son came in then, and he didn’t know
what to do. He was just baffled.”
Arthur stumbled to the basement where
he begged God for help. “I cried, ‘God,
what do I do? Where do I go?’ He led me to Open Door Mission.”
At the Mission, Arthur surrendered his
life and his pride to God. “I could
share my deepest feelings and fears with the staff without being embarrassed. I
allowed God to show me things in my soul that had gotten buried over the years.
I felt safe.”
Arthur had been in treatment centers every year of his 18-year addiction, but he’d
never been drug-free more than a couple months at a time. Now,
eight months clean, he is experiencing the kind of life for which he’d hungered.
“When you’re
hungry for spiritual food, you never get full. You lie
down and think about God, you wake up thinking about Jesus. I pray and He is always
there. He delivers me and gives me strength.”
Arthur has also discovered the strength that comes from fellowship with other Christian
men. “There’s power in a circle of
men. I used to think, ‘What
can men give me?’ But now I know without strong, healthy men in my life, I
can fall and there is no one to help me up.”
Each Saturday, Arthur joins his wife and son for the weekend, and he reports, “Things
have gotten tremendously better! We sit and talk more, go out more. We like each
other. And though he’s cautious, my son has warmed up and let me in.”
Arthur’s
hunger for a new life has been satisfied. He—and countless
others—have found hope at Open Door Mission because faithful friends like
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care enough to give.
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